TIMES TO CHANGES

ME & HIM

when i was small. . .i mean. . .still kid. . .am always wanted chocolate from ma mummy if shes don't want bring me to town or what. . .hahahaa. . .it's funny. . .at midnight. . .when am hungry. . .am always sit in front icebox. . .whyy..?? because am really hungry on that time. . .till am already 17 years old. . .sometimes am sleeps with ma parents. . .it's the bestt thing because whose knoe after we already far - far away then them. . .hugging ma mummy. . .i can feels hers love for us. . .thanxx mum for born me these world. . . =))

now am oredy 20 years old and will be 21 years on October 2012. . .still far month already i mention ma month of birth. . .and i will be married with someone that really care with me, always make me happy. . .and without him beside me. . .feels bored. . .even he just out for a few minutes. . .alreadyy miss him liao. . .waaa.. . .seriouslyy. . .can't wait this January 2012. . .whyy. . .?? guess it's. . .am gonna married with ma beloved babyy. . . =))

Tuesday, 20 September 2011

:: T.I.M.E.S ::

sum other said that times changes things. . .people. . .and sum other important things to our life. . .act. . .sumtimes he will mention bout ma ex or wut. . .seriously. . .i really dun like it. . .cause. . .i dun want remmber ma past except sumthing. . .and sumtimes am thinking too. . .bout ma life. . .everything circle around ma head. . .even i dun know which one. . .ma mommy calling tell to me that. . .even wut other told u about...dun even listen till ur eyes c it. . .yaa. . .wut ma mommy said is. . .it's true. . .am thinking too. . .who is ma FRIENDS FOREVER. . .???? naa. . .mommy..people are same. . .ther make me olmst like puppet. . .i can't talk bout it. . .am only can be silence. . .FUCK if u wanna judge me. . .JUDGE lar. . .i dun mind yaww. . .even wut u gonna said bout it make feels anger. . .feel bad. . .feels evrything in deep inside. . .but i will try make it like nothing happen and. . .silence. . .till the times u will gets it. . .on that times. . .am only can gve the sympathy to u. . .
saw all the chat box massage. . .wow..memories everything o wutt. . .i noe am no like other. . .bestt one o wutt.. i noe am not educated. . .everybodyy not a prefect laa. . .i din't say that am the good one o wutt. . .am will say am bad. . .
even all that is past. . .let's it be pastt. . .open the new life book. . .even hurts. . .well. . .life is wasn't fair act. . .

Friday, 16 September 2011

:: MISSING ::

Ma heart feels am missingg sumthing. . hurwmm. . 9 SEPTEMBER 2011 will be ma memories date forever. .='(
Tomorrow is the date. . .dun noe how it's gonna be. . .
Now feels bout ma family. . .i miss it all. . .but ma brother told me. . .mum will done the same thing to you like what she do to me. . .okeyy. . .all i can say is. . .hurwmm. . .sad to say so..why..???? mum always do like this if all ma sibling come together. . .she more like take good care and really nice like angel to one of ma sibling. . .butt i dun care. . .atleastt and whatt am gonna do when all ma sister comes home for holidyy is. . .all i do. . .joy. . .happiness. . .laugh. . .do sum joke each other with nephew and sumtimes with ma cousin. . . .

Monday, 5 September 2011

:: Human Being ::

I know what other think about me..am feel am really bad trauma..really thnxx alot..whatever you gonna think..just think it...i don't mind now..even you throw all the bad think said to me..i will accept..i don't care oredy..ma life no longer be the same...ma life no good as anyone..sometime am feel am wanna be other person. . .hahahahhahaaa. . .watever. . .